☀✞☽ I can't think of ☾✞☀ anything Emo enough

selfies

im drunk on a wednesday. i have a midterm in less than a week for a class i attend rarely. im a waste of space, i can only talk about it here. i got less that one hundred likes on instagram and i feel disgusting about it. i know im ugly, but i didn;t know my personality was too. my ‘sisters’ want me to reach out and recruit more people, but nobody ever takes a liking to me. im ugly and i wear grey all the time. i feel cute for .-3 seconds and its over. is it lack of male attention? im actually fat/ any tps

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im a useless fucking human

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just-shower-thoughts:

We are in a culture that demands authenticity from others….then punishes them when their authenticity doesn’t conform to the norms of the culture.

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maybe im the selfish one

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lonley

im really lonely yet surrounded by so many people. no one really knows me because i feel like they just think im the life of the party and that everything is ok. i feel like im progressing nowhere in life and that at this point it’s all a waste. Fitting in is tiresome and people look at me like an alien. nothing i do is right for me. i didn’t ask for this. everyone around me is just doing better for themselves but its too late for me. i thought by joining all these orgs and letting smart and ambitious folk into my life, it would change me. that i could finally be happy healty and productive. instead, i feel like an even bigger outsider and get ridiculed for drinking too much. im over it